Friday, March 31, 2006

new pictures


frog bank
Originally uploaded by nitaspitas.
Yes, I have in fact posted new pictures to flickr. It was hapaK's birthday on the 30th, and she had this birthday pool that collected pictures taken on her birthday. I just happened to actually go out and take pictures for the first time in a long time, so I had (and still have) lots of pictures to post.

So, I was finally motivated to move my iPhoto library onto an external drive and take the 348 pictures since Christmas off of my rebel (I've got more on the little Sony that need to be sorted...).

Anyway, I'll be uploading these pictures over the next few days, or weeks, or months...

Saturday, March 25, 2006

squinting

For the past three or four years, I've been wearing the night and day contacts that you don't have to take out (theoretically) at all for a month. I get so used to being able to see that when I do take them out, I feel extra blind. Between taking out my contacts and getting out my glasses, I realized that the feeling was one I had been having a lot of late.

When I don't have any corrective lenses, I can only see so much. For example, in order to read a typical paperback book without glasses or contacts, I need to hold the book about six inches from my face. Pretty much anything further away than six inches is blurry.

The feeling I get when I'm trying to do anything without my glasses is similar to how I feel when I try to listen to Japanese. I can see general shapes and colors, and I can tell the difference between a pile contains clothes and one that contains clothes, but everything is blurry. I end up squinting most of the time to try to focus my vision. I remember reading about how you could improve your vision by looking through a pinhole when I was little. I never really understood how it worked, but it did work, to some extent.

When I'm trying to understand Japanese, I feel like I can understand words and phrases here and there, but the general picture is never really in focus. I try "squinting" by trying to watch shows without the subtitles, but I can never understand everything. The words are all out of order, and my brain doesn't want to process them, especially since I don't know most of the words anyway. But I still try, and I know that I've improved a lot in the last six months, but it just seems like such an impossible task sometimes. I won't ever be able to see clearly without glasses or contacts unless I get laser eye surgery or something to that effect. I wonder what the language equivalent of that would be?

Saturday, March 18, 2006

reading again

There's nothing quite like curling up in bed with a good book on a rainy day.

It's been so long since one of my favorite authors published a new book, I was beginning to think I wouldn't be able to just sit and read for hours like I used to. I still like reading well enough, but I haven't been so engrossed in a story that wasn't in Japanese in so long that I'd almost forgotten what it was like. I'd gone back and read old favorites since coming back home to my library, but I already knew what happened in those books. The only new stories I could really get into the past few months involved days spent in front of the computer reading subtitles. It was nice to get away from the tether of the power cord (which inevitably came no matter how much I take care of my battery) and space restrictions and just read.

It was such a novelty when I started reading The Will of the Empress by Tamora Pierce two days ago and remembered why I love her writing that I wanted to save it. I'd put off buying the book when it came out in November, and I figured I could wait a while before I finished reading it. At the same time, I knew I wouldn't want to put the book down once it got past a certain point, so I was careful not to get to that point before I had a good chunk of time to devote to reading it. I did manage to slow my reading pace down enough that I didn't skim over too much. It helped that there weren't any parts that were particularly distasteful or hard to read. No descriptions of war, and very little fighting or long drawn out dramatic irony like there were in some of Pierce's other books. There really weren't any bits that I would skip the second time around (I've skipped whole chapters before upon a quick second reading).

Yes, I have in the past gone back and immediately re-read books that I thought were good and thought I read too fast the first time. Especially in books that are part of a series, I tend to read very quickly the first time through (usually on the day of release) and read through the night if necessary. Then, I give the book to Jo to read for a couple days. She doesn't skim as much as I do the first time around, and she doesn't do the reading through the night thing as much as I do, so it takes her longer. Usually, by the time I get the book back, it's not in the brand-new condition it was when I gave it to her (I don't usually spend enough time with the book to mess it up too much). Then, I read the book again. Sometimes, while I wait, I'll re-read the earlier books in the series until I get up to the current book and then read it again.

This happens the most often with Pierce's books because she writes in series of quartets that end, but not really--they just keep going on to the next set of books. This newest book was part of the series I didn't like as much, so I probably won't go back and read the earlier books for a while. I know the earlier books were necessary in order for this books to happen, but this was the story I'd been waiting for when I finished the first quartet, and it didn't disappoint.

We do this with Harry Potter, as well, although not as much with the later books. For the second and third books, I re-read after going back and reading the earlier books, but for the fourth, I just tried to time it so that I would finish re-reading the series just as the fourth book came out. After that, I don't think I've gone back and seriously tried to re-read the series. I may read the whole series straight through after the last book comes out, if I forget enough for that to be worthwhile. At this point, I'm pretty much just waiting for the story to end. They're still great books, I'd just rather not re-read death scenes of beloved characters more than needed to understand the story.

Yes, I realize this is strange behavior, but is anyone who reads this blog actually surprised? Tamora Pierce actually writes about how she and her husband do this, too, on her website. I'm actually reminded now of a series I'd been meaning to go back and re-read for a couple years now and never got past the first or last book. (Yes, I also read out of order if I know the books well enough. Most recently, I've read a series starting from the fourth book and reading the short story that goes after the whole series, then going back to the second book, reading the first and third last in that order. I'm not sure why I did that except that I think I read them in the order of which one was my favorite, not counting the short story, which I always read after the last book.)

For the record, the last time I stayed up all night to finish something and then went back almost immediately after Jo was done was while watching The Prince of Tennis, although the series is so long that I'm still working on my second time all the way through (I watched some episodes with Jo while she was going through them, but most of them at this point are only second viewings). There were 178 episodes in the original series, 22 minutes each, plus a special, a movie, and a short movie. I didn't get a hold of the movie and short until pretty recently, but it took me about a week of watching straight through after finishing up my classes last semester to finish the series and special. Since then, I've also watched the musicals and plays the people in the musicals have been in, largely unsubbed in Japanese. A seven volume sequel is coming out starting the 26th of this month. The Japanese take their series seriously.

Man, I didn't mean to write so much. But it's been a while since I've blogged more than a few sentences, so I'm making up for it today :P  I also now remember why my eating habits were so bad. I'd been so good about eating at regular intervals recently, but this afternoon of reading was strictly an afternoon of reading. Now, I'm hungry, but blogging instead. Go figure.

Friday, March 17, 2006

sleepless in bed

The past few weeks, I've been having a really hard time falling asleep at night. It's not that I'm not tired, or that I'm sleeping during the day (although today, not sleeping much finally caught up with me, and I took a nap in the afternoon). At first, I was waking up really early because I was either too hot or too cold. I would wake up at 6 or 7 am and wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. For the past week or so, I've been going to bed late instead, sleeping from 4 or 5 am until about 9 or 10 am. I don't know how that started, but ever since I found out about Japan, I've had an even harder time getting my brain to stop working when it should.

Between finding out about the city I'll be living in, learning Japanese, offically accepting the position, and figuring out what I need to do before July, I haven't been able to be near my computer without thinking about googling something or other. And that something or other usually leads to something else, and something else, and pretty soon, I have windows and tabs open all over the place, and I don't remember what I was originally looking for.

I'm at once getting more excited and more intimidated by the prospect of moving to Japan, even if it is only for a year. I'm not even sure I don't want to stay for a longer period of time. It's not like there's something here in L.A. or even in the States that I'd rather do at this point. And I found out after living at school for four years that it really takes me almost a year to get used to a new place. I don't know if I want to leave just when I've gotten settled. Maybe I'll settle faster now that I know pretty much what I need to do to feel at home somewhere. I think towards the end of my trip to Ukraine, I was starting to settle, and I was only there for a month. But we were out in the middle of nowhere, and there was a set group of foreigners that I spent most of my time with, so I didn't really settle into the culture so much as just the new place.

Anyway, before I obsess over that too much, I need to sort out all the things I need to do now, like figuring out all the things I need to get and getting them. All the stuff I've been looking up online so far has to do with what I need to do once I get there. I think I'm helpless enough in Japanese that I'll be getting a lot of help with those things, though, and until I can restore some sort of order to all the thoughts and questions and things floating around in my head, I'm going to have a really hard time falling asleep. Even now, I feel as if I'd be okay just waking up to Jo's alarm that I heard go off a minute ago. So I should really concentrate on what I need to do now. Which means a long to-do list. Or several short ones.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

nita's nihongo/ニタの日本語

I've created a separate blogger blog to practice Japanese called nita's 日本語 (nihongo, or the Japanese language). In doing so, I realized that Safari doesn't let me post in Japanese. Yay for Firefox. I guess I can forgive its inability to read rss feeds for this. I've actually been using Firefox for posting, anyway, because when I use Safari, I tend to forget that I'm in the middle of a post and just close all the tabs without thinking, often losing half-finished posts never to be seen again.

(In case you were wondering, this is the "official" I'm going to teach English in Japan for a year post :) I'll be leaving late July, and I'll be teaching at an English language school in Okayama. I'd meant to post more about this, but I ended up spending my time making the other blog, so that's what you get instead for now. More thoughts later. Probably.)

Saturday, March 04, 2006

ds lite vs. sp


63267_4
Originally uploaded by stevenking.
This shot lets me compare the DS lite to the system I'm the most familiar with. Note that it's actually thinner than the SP.

finally, a prettified ds


Nintendo DS Lite 3
Originally uploaded by kioshi.
1) I want one.
2) I love flickr for having these pics I can blog in like two seconds.

Is it just me, or does the crystal white version look a little iPodish?

I'm not sure how I feel about buttons that match the case. It makes the whole thing look (in the picture at least) a little cheaper to me. Especially in the light blue version. It's like they didn't want to spend the money to get buttons made out of something else, even though it's clearly a conscious choice on the part of the designers.