Friday, September 30, 2005

when september ends

That song is getting so overplayed on the radio right now, but I still like it. I'll be glad when the lyrics are not so fitting and is only played occasionally or not at all (I do have a copy of the album on my iPod, though, so that wouldn't affect me so much). In any case, it is true that September is ending, marking the end of my first September in L.A. in a long while. What I don't understand is why it is so hot here right now. I'm confusing my seasons again, but the past four Septembers have been getting ready to be cold. Not quite cold yet--there's still time for flip flops and tshirts, but getting out the sweaters and coats.

Going back to the east coast this past weekend, I was surprised by how unexpectedly warm it still was over there. Not hot, like the almost 90 degrees like today, but warm. It looks like it'll be a lovely fall all along the northeastern seaboard, and I hope it stays that way when I go back to Maryland for another wedding at the end of October. (Although, technically, Maryland is in the south.) I'll probably have to bring an umbrella...

(Also, as a side note, I got to try a real crab cake sandwich, and it was yummy!)

Thursday, September 29, 2005

shopaholic

Whew, it's been a busy week. Five states and back again, uh, jiggity-jig? I realized that I don't like taking pictures at weddings because I don't like taking pictures of people. Anyway, on to the post.

I've got the itch to shop again. This happens once every, oh, couple months or so. Usually it takes a while to get it out of my system, and then another bit while I recuperate and don't want to shop. There are generally some relapses during this time, during which I feel very productive, usually leading up to another bout of shopping. This time, it was back-to-school shopping that did it. I had a long shopping list for my classes, and now I can't seem to stop.

I have a number of very expensive hobbies, and some that aren't as expensive. Shopping is one of them, which just makes it worse. Banana Republic is having their fall sale (I learned from my email this morning). Photography is expensive, and I'd still like to get a fast prime and some sort of tripod because I like doing lowlight stuff. Knitting projects require specific yarn, and I'd like to get more (although I should really use the yarn I have). Baking requires the right equipment, most of which I didn't have. Entertaining myself requires a good chunk of cash, too. I've bought five books in the past week, and have a short list of more I'd like, including, appropriately, the latest Confessions of a Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella. I've still got a regular subscription to audible.com, and their September sale is getting difficult to resist. There are actually movies I've been looking forward to coming out this month and next (finally!), so I want to go watch movies again. New TV on DVD box sets I don't have the patience to Netflix. A couple new video game releases in the past few weeks I'd like... I realize that I'm totally buying (sorry!) into the whole consumer marketing thing, but bear with me here.

I think part of it is that feeling of productivity I get when I buy things on my list. It's like being able to tick off another item on the checklist, or any list, slowly gets things done. I mean, I have my share of shopping lists on the Stickies on my Dashboard, but they mostly serve as reminders to buy things way in the future or essentials for my classes or recipes or whatever.

It's not necessarily just buying things on the list, though. It's the process of researching them, or not researching them, or agonizing over things on my wishlist, or keeping them on a big long wishlist in the sky. Just because I feel like buying them right now doesn't mean I actually will, it's more of a running tally or refreshing of the wishlist as new products and things are released. I guess it's more just trying to keep up with this consumer culture I live in and finding out more about my own tastes and styles while doing it.

Friday, September 23, 2005

storytime: the nigerians & eddie


peter & judah
Originally uploaded by nitaspitas.
Even though the Institute was for Eurasia, three Nigerians and a Ugandan attended as well. It was really cool to have them there to represent the diversity of God's kingdom, and they reminded me a little of my own fellowship at school, with the Africans making up a significant part of the population. Because of them, we got to sing songs like "Hakuna Wakaita" (No God Like You) and learn songs in Nigerian. They also shared stories with us about their students and the adversity they faced in their faith. These were people who were genuinely persecuted every day for believing in God, risking death. Yet even while telling these stories, they had huge smiles on their faces because of their joy in knowing God.

They also made an extra effort (like many of the people at the Institute) to get to know us worship team members. Because of our schedule, it was really hard to hang out with people except when we were all tired at night. Most of the time, we missed breakfast to get ready for the morning's worship session, and we had a different break schedule than they did. But they would schedule meals to eat with us or look for us during our breaks to find us and have some good conversations (or a good game of ping pong and a conversation, in the case of Bala).

They almost didn't get to go to Institute, though. Well, Eddie made it safely early the first week, but the Nigerians were caught in a customs nightmare in Egypt and had to take an extra week to get to Kiev. They brought so much joy and inspiration to the Institute, and I personally really appreciated their presence.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

ukraine global project

The following is taken from an emailed update, and this is the blog referenced that will contain more stories and things.

1) Orientation.

We had orientation in Madison, WI, at the Best Western that InterVarsity takes over for all their major staff things, apparently. I went into this project with only a vague idea of what was going on, as did the rest of the team. When I got there, half the team was still missing, but I was right in time for dinner. Every night during orientation, we ate at a different restaurant on their State St., trying to fit in as many different cultures as we could. I distinctly remember the Ethiopian place having the same pitchers as Lalibela's. They also had mini versions of the woven tables and chairs Lalibela's has in the back.

Anyway, this first dinner (I think it was kabobs) was when I had to try and sort out all the names and descriptions from the email Krista-Dawn had sent us. I didn't really succeed until the next day, after everyone had arrived. I had known that most of the team was from the northwestern part of the country, but I don't think I really realized what that meant until that first full day. Raul, our bassist, painter, and Tex/Mexican, was the only other person not from the same region. Somehow, they managed to integrate us into the group, though :)

I think the girls (Christina-my Ukraine roomie, Melodie-my Madison bed-buddy, and Taryn-my song-writing colluder extraordinaire) had the most fun there. We had a movie and ice cream night in the short time we were there, where we bought a pint of Coldstone's and watched "While You Were Sleeping" on TBS. Apparently, the guys didn't want to share a bed, so Raul spent orientation sleeping on the floor. Peter (drummer, music enthusiast with wild hair) took turns with him during de-brief, and I remember having a discussion about guys' cramped sleeping positions taking place at one point because of this.

2) Getting to Kiev...

The trip over was actually fairly stressful. If you think about 10 adults and a baby traveling with over 20 bags, most of which included heavy and expensive musical instruments, it wouldn't be too surprising. For some reason, we had to check in as a group, but couldn't get seats together. Flying to Chicago from Madison wasn't too difficult, with Krista-Dawn wise enough to save the story of how Matt, the cellist from Urbana, ended up missing a flight because he said the word 'bomb' in the security line for after we all got through (although you could tell she really wanted to tell us right before).

Chicago was a different story. A huge mess getting onto the plane--it was overbooked, our seats hadn't been assigned, Peter lost his boarding pass... the list goes on. It was only by the grace of God that all of us made it out of the country that day. A lot of people missed their flight. We managed to get some clumps of seats together for the eight hour flight to Frankfurt because David (ethnomusicologist, Christina's fiancee) almost literally threw the stewardess at the counter a couple of boarding passes to get seats assigned to them, and since they were coming from the same person, the seats were together.

Once we got to Frankfurt (my first time in Europe, yay!), we had a three hour layover before our flight to Kiev. Unfortunately, most of that time was spent waiting anxiously for Peter, as he tried to track down the case of cords and mics that were his carryon (which he'd left on the plane inadvertently). Poor Peter. That was not a good day for him. He ended up having to wait in Frankfurt for the next plane to Kiev because Luftansa couldn't get him the box in time. He didn't get in until about 11pm that night. (We'd gotten in in the morning sometime).

3) Kiev, Ukraine and the Institute.

We finally got to Kiev, and right after I stepped out of the car, I started getting really bad allergies. My eyes were itchy, my nose was runny, and my throat was sore. It was strange because the plants were basically the same ones I had grown up with in L.A.--only bigger. But the weather was much more humid, and, as I found out at Rob's house, humidity mixed with pollen do not agree with me. I took allergy pills for the first week or so, but once it started raining, the pollen in the air was much less, and I could breathe easier.

We stayed at a sanatorium about 45 minutes from the city. The accommodations were dorm like with worse plumbing. The food was pretty good though, even if we did have basically the same thing every day, after not having it for two months, I almost miss it :P For breakfast, there was always ham and cheese and bread, and some sort of main breakfasty dish. We had everything from eggs with dill (they put dill in almost everything) to pancake-like things to a block of cream cheese with sugar and milk. There was also yogurt most of the time. Lunch, the largest meal of the day, was basically some sort of soup (borscht on Wednesdays :) with a cutlet of meat and carbs (rice or mashed potatoes usually, sometimes stroganoff or buckwheat), eaten with different flavors of ketchup (BBQ or original). There was a chocolate-covered cream cheese bar with filling for dessert. Every day. No one (except maybe Christina, a vegetarian) lost weight on this trip. Dinner was pretty much the cutlet and carbs (usually fish, while chicken was the usual fare for lunch) with tea. We had tea with every meal, and two tea breaks during the day. It was very nice :)

We had a week to get ready for worship for the IFES Eurasian Institute (basically, staff training and region updates--an excuse for everyone to get together :). For some reason, the day after we arrived, we were sent on a sight-seeing walking tour of Kiev. I loved taking pictures of the city, but I was exhausted from traveling. The record-breaking heat didn't help, either. Also, after walking around the city for about five hours, our guide, Slavic, brought us to a buffet for 'lunch'--it was 5:30 pm, but our clocks were still screwy with the time change, so it didn't matter too much. But what we didn't realize was that, although we could point and get food, we didn't know what most of it was... Slavic wasn't much help that first time, but the next time we went, I made sure to stick close so he could explain what the food was. Besides, I think he enjoyed seeing us looking confused at our food.

That first day in the city was also when we met guitar Misha (or just Misha, since he was the first one we met). We had five musicians from Eurasia as part of the worship team, and since we didn't speak Russian and their English ranged from really good to not a lot, we had translator Misha to translate. ('Misha' is the shortened form of Mikhail, a very common name.) Anyway, Misha was from Kazakhstan (but he was ethnically Russian) and an amazing guitar player. He seemed to live and breathe music. He walked around with his headphones on most of the time, listening to music (instead of people!).

While we were 'orienting' in the states, Krista-Dawn had told us the little she knew about our Eurasian teammates. We'd heard that one of them was the General Secretary of IFES Ukraine, but nothing prepared us for Olexiy. He was younger than most of us had expected, in his thirties, and a total goofball. He was our one male vocalist, but he kept having to run off to do general secretary stuff. He didn't really have time to be on the worship team, but he did it anyway. The last day, he took us to his favorite laser tag spot and to pizza afterwards. It was an American day in Ukraine to help us transition back to the states.

Our three female vocalists spoke less English than the guys, but we still managed to communicate. Tanya (short for Tatiana) and Valya were from Siberia. Tanya missed the classes she had signed up for at the Institute in order to keep singing with us. Valya was a jazz singer (her husband plays bass in a jazz band) who loved the flute. I actually got to play a semblance of jazz flute with her and her husband at the last banquet. They just told me what to play and I played it, but it was so much fun. I got to do rolls and everything!

Nazik was from Kyrgyzstan. Because of this, we were basically adopted into the Kyrgis contingent of the Institute. They kept saying I looked just like a little Kygis girl, which I think was a good thing :) They invited us to their party one night, and we were all a little confused for a while. Basically, we sat around in a circle, ate, introduced ourselves and then were expected to ask questions about the Kyrgis. It was very touching how they wanted to learn more about us and tell us more about themselves. They also taught us how to play a crazy version of UNO that involved slapping and lots more rules. I also finally got to put my Old Norse to good use, with Bjorn, from the land of fjords and Slartibartfast (or Norway, for you non-hitchhikers). Apparently, he's very good with languages, speaking fluent Kyrgis after working their for a couple years with no prior training.

There are so many more people to tell you about, but this email's already getting really long, so I'll save them for my blog. No email from me is complete without a link: http://nitaspitas.blogger.com (I'll probably end up posting this email in some form, so other stories may not come till later. again.)

4) Worship at the Institute.

So basically we were asked to lead a multi-cultural, multi-sensory worship experience for the Institute. Everyday. And twice on Fridays (communion/banquet days). For three weeks. Practically, this involved creating the worship environment (the main worship space and other specially focused alcoves for personal worship time), singing and writing songs in the styles/languages of Eurasia (8 different languages, and only one of them using the Latin alphabet), incorporating creative elements into the teaching to encourage memory and response, and training staff to bring this type of worship experience back to their home countries. *whew*

We had about a week together as a team before our first worship session. In that time, we had to learn the songs and plan and set up the space. Bob Grahman, the director of the Institute, was very into integrating the message with creative ways of worship. We set up things like the visual corruption and redemption of a map of Eurasia and a celebration drum circle, where everyone made 'celebration wands' and danced around. It sounds cheesy, but it was a lot of fun. I got to play a giant water bottle. (You know, the ones that are in the water coolers... that're refillable...) It was amazing to see the spirit of God fill these people during worship times that we facilitated. It made staying up late getting powerpoints done worthwhile.

Each week, we had one session that was just worship time (i.e., no sermon or exposition). For those, we set up worship stations around the premises that related to either the passage or what God was doing in Eurasia. For songs, we did many that had already been translated into Russian (the common language of the area), tweaked some English ones, sang some written in different Eurasian languages, and wrote some of our own. Taryn, Nazik and I wrote a song called 'Beauty for Ashes' based on Isaiah 61. I rather liked being a lyricist, especially when most of the words were already there ;) Melodie and I also helped Nazik with one in Kyrgis.

I actually ended up doing a lot less music and a lot more art than I expected. I played flute, but since we had a bunch of Eurasian vocalists who spoke Russian, I didn't need to sing as much until the last week, when everyone got sick. I worked a lot on the initial set-up of the space, figuring out how to create the most effective worship spaces in the auditorium with nailed-down rows of seats. Christina and I built a giant throne on the stage (the theme for the week was 'God as King'), and mostly did what Stefani, our resident worship artist, told us to do. She was on staff with InterVarsity for a number of years before realizing that her true calling lay in spreading the Gospel through her art.

5) After the Institute.

Traveling back was less eventful, although United lost 13 of our bags in Chicago. Half of us also missed our connecting flight to Madison because of security. We all made it back to Madison safe and tired. But the good tired. The tired that comes of productivity. De-brief part worship seminar during IV staff training and was a lot of reconciling that we couldn't hang out with each other every day anymore. We'd all gotten really close, especially the seven of us 'kids', and we were all going into the 'real world' (with the exception of Peter).

That was the interesting thing about our group--everyone, including the leaders, was going through a transitional time in their lives. All the students were recent graduates (except Peter, a junior, and Melodie, who was trying to put off college as long as possible...). Stefani was in the process of moving to Colorado to live with her mom and work on a painting portfolio for grad school. Joel and Krista-Dawn just had a baby and were thinking about moving to San Jose. And Judah was, well, four months old (six now) and growing a lot :P

Joel, taking on the more administrative stuff of the leadership for the team (while baby wrangling as Krista-Dawn led the music and worship part), had each of us come up with plans of where we wanted to be in the future, and what we could do now to achieve that. For me, a lot of that was taking the experience at the Institute and using it to reconcile my pragmatic side to my creative side. Part of how that's going right now is taking (more) art classes to see what I want to do and build a portfolio to do it.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

there and back again

It seems as if I have been doing a lot of traveling lately. Ukraine, Mexico, Wisconsin, Taiwan, San Francisco, the east coast and bottom half of the U.S., and that's just in the last couple years. I've also spent four years in Connecticut, give or take the summers. When I was trying to come up with a name for my blog, I realized that I'm at a very different place in my life now. I been to all these places, but now I'm back in L.A. for a while. How long that'll be, I don't really know, but I don't have any plans for leaving. As much as I loved going to all these different places, meeting cool people, experiencing seasons... there really is no place like home. One real winter's usually enough to send most southern Californians back home. Falls are pretty, but they pretty much all look the same. New and different food's great, but it's nice to have a real kitchen.

Where I live, I'm 30 minutes from L.A. proper, far enough that I don't have to deal with it unless I want to, but close enough that I can take advantage of it if I so desire. 10-15 minutes away from the beach (I love beaches.), 30 minutes to Universal Studios, 40 minutes to Disneyland :) A little under two hours to Sea World. (I love theme parks.) Arid coastal environment, which means a desert-y coast that isn't too hot or cold or humid. (I'm allergic to humidity. Seriously. Whatever it does to the air, it makes me puff up and sneeze.) 70 degrees year round, plus or minus 15 degrees-ish. Plenty of Apple stores and other gadget-y places. (I love my gadgets.) Plus, we've got huge freeways and no toll roads (just higher taxes, from what I hear...). (I love driving. Most of the time.) (I also love parentheses.) If you've known me for any period of time, you've probably heard this before. Anyway, I'm back. And I've got pictures. Oh, yeah. Stories, too. I'll get around to those eventually. Look for them here. Eventually.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

the real post: tiny and tinier

My real inspiration for returning to the blogoshpere lies in those tiny new gadgets that have been released by two of my favorite companies. Apple's iPod nano and Nintendo's GameBoy micro. (Okay, so the micro's not out yet. But it will be, very very soon. Or not soon enough...) After seeing the nano in person and reading about the micro online, I already know that, while I definitely want both gadgets, I will probably actually get the micro, but not the nano. Why? Because the sleekness factor of the nano doesn't outweigh the smaller disk space from my 20gig iPod, but the smaller micro makes up for a lot of the deficiencies in my SP (and even Jo's DS, in terms of design).

I love my audiobooks. They're my bedtime stories at night and boredom busters (ok, bad alliteration) during rush hour traffic in the middle of downtown L.A. They help me go back to epic series I swore I'd never slog through again. I've always loved my books, and audible lets me take a good chunk of them in my purse, without breaking my back. I didn't bring a single book with me to Mexico, but I never lost my place in the 800+ page book I was (am) reading. Six weeks away from my library (or any English library at all)? No problem. I have my trusty iPod with days (weeks, months?) of delightful Adams, Pratchett, Dahl, and even Rowling (Order of the Phoenix, with the beginning of Goblet of Fire, all before this officially sanctioned version thing came out. All bought legally one way or another, so there!). Only, even in their super compressed format, these files are very big. Especially when one has a subscription to audible and an aversion to deletion. So the (max) 4gig iPod nano? My 20gig is barely big enough, and it's still smaller than practically every book in my library. Oh, and sometimes I like to listen to music, too.

On the other hand, my SP has definitely seen better days. I have very sharp scissors. Early on in my SP's life, I took a chunk out of the shiny silver paint with my shiny sharp Fiskars. It was loved, and I still love it. But the screen is a bit dim outdoors during the day, and sometimes it is hard to fit into my purse (especially with the rebel taking up all the space, but that's a different story), so it usually stays at home. I have my iPod and black-and-white solitaire to keep me busy most of the time, and I haven't bought a game I just couldn't put down in a long time. I can't remember the last time I used sound, but that's never been a big deal for me. The design of the SP easily beat out the DS, even after playing and anticipating really fun games for the DS. I can steal Jo's DS when I want to play Kirby (and Nintendogs and Animal Crossing and Electroplankton if it ever comes out stateside and...). The concept of the DS is pretty cool. But the design is horrendous. When I want a portable game system, I want something that is actually portable. When they can make the DS into something that is actually portable, I will buy one. In the meantime, I'll save some advance games for when I get the micro. If they manage to shrink the DS before I get a micro, that would win, hands down. Otherwise, I have small hands.

caps this time? sometimes i forget.

It took a number of things to actually get me back to blogging, the main thing being the decision to actually use blogger. I created an account a while back, but I was pretty set in my ways then. Now, I'm back in L.A., and I'm ready to procrastinate more. In the past year or so, I've read more critical essays of one sort or another online, and it's inspired the English major in me to write more coherently. Especially now that I won't have to write papers for school any more. It's the English major blogging syndrome or something. (That's the reason for the return of caps, in case any one cares.) I suppose I should alert the 'press' that I've actually started blogging again, but maybe people will find it again on their own. It's more fun that way :)